Omg, It's ishacool here!
I haven't called myself or used the name ishacool in a long time. It's funny how I used to be protective over this name and now when I see imitations, I sit back and smile and think yea, I was loved or once was on a site that gave me so joy, but caused me sadness and so so much pain. I created and made ishacool and I'm proud of her of her achievements. To Mspians reading this post, if you haven't guessed it yet, I've quit MSp. I have been inactive in the sense of making movies for well over a year! I said my goodbyes a long time ago while I was on Msp. I attempted to quit several times in the past but l couldn't do it because I was too attached to the game and couldn't bare to leave the friendships I've form there. I always said when I quit you all will know. The time is here. I hardly log into Msp.. Close friends of mine have been logging into my 2 accounts ishacool and whenever they miss me on there. If your thinking what about Missisha. Well Missisha is actually one of Pandypolo's accounts. Polo created her. I was using it as an extra account at a time when l needed it.
What can I say about Msp? It was a bitter-sweet journey for me. Being at the top of leaders board doesn't necessarily guarantee one the most liked movie star. Being at the top has it perks but for the most part I was an easy target for so much negativity. During my stay I learned a lot about people in general, friendships and about myself. I am very happy with my decision to quit. It was about time. I was well prepared. I wasn't enjoying it anymore, even the movie making aspect that I loved so much became a chore. Do I have regrets? No, I don't think I do because I've embraced all the good and bad following Msp and used them to improve my life. I am very much at peace with myself these days. Would I recommend Msp to a close friend or family member based on my experience alone? No. Actually, It depends on the individual and what they want to achieve on the site. Let's face it, there's a lot of bullying, backstabbing and jealousy going on there. I don't think the moderators treats everyone equally either. Its just my opinion, you can agree to disagree:)
In moving on, I want to sincerely thank everyone who stayed loyal and believed in me. My friends/fans kept me at the top of the leader board for almost 4 years!! Isn't that incredible? To think I have been inactive for over a year as well is such a blessing. I'm proud and love you all. I am active on imvu and go by the name of Pheonix. No need to create a user just to say to hi. Seriously, It's not worth doing. I'm mostly on app there these days but I always read and respond to 90% of my messages. My real life have been very busy lately. However, I plan to be more active on imvu after the Christmas holidays.
To my virtual Sister & Bestie, Pandypolo
It's pretty simple really. Very Cute goodbye post you did but I'm not prepared to let you leave easily. The times that you've left online were the most saddest for me. I remember once when you had to leave Msp and said your goodbyes on the blog like you're doing now, I felt so much pain I could feel my heart breaking. I went in such a panic, followed by deep sadness. You were always an empty space until you were back. Who else I'm I going to cry to when things go wrong or share my joys with? You're like the Sister I always wished for. So much has happened in our lives. Things haven't been great in our individual lives but that's life! Nobody said life was going to be easy. We just have to take the bad and good as it comes. The bad times makes us stronger and better. It feels like you're giving up! I know you are stronger than this, so pls stay? Maybe a short break if you have to? We'll introduce more fun things when I'm fully back on client. I know I've changed a lot since I became ill and it's affected all of us. Please understand it's not your fault or anyone's. Unfortunately, it's one of those things that happen in life that affects not only me but also my loved ones, especially those closer to me. It's definitely been challenging. The fact that you're still here says so much. So many has turned their backs when the going got tough. You are one of a kind MissP No one will ever take your place in my Iife. I love you so so much. Gosh l make us sound like 2 lesbians lmao. To our loyal readers and followers, Polo and I are straight Not that I have a problem with same sex relationships❤️